Perhaps I've lost the ability to look forward, or in the middle of this momentary halt, I cannot seem to reason. 

My evenings end late these days ever since I've started all over. Work was rather different today. My big boss handed me a baby gorilla stuffed toy and said that it's for my project and indeed with every passerby its hairstyle changes. A small lifeless creature could bring so much joy to my fellow colleagues while it sits on my cubicle being adored at..the entire day..With all the hairstyle experiments that it has been subjected to, I ended my day looking at my table with trickles of hair all over... Gorilla will be bold soon.

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People who are nice are remarkable. People who are nice and with power and use their power for the good of others, especially in building them up, are exceptional people. Reminds me that if I ever reach the prime of power, I would want to do the same for the humble potential ones too...

On a simpler note, I was caught by surprised today of a very old and seasoned man in his career that offered to forsee my immediate request for access to a certain laboratory machine. And what surprised me even more that he actually printed out the form, endorsed it immediately, approach the respective person for me and I got my access within 30 minutes without questions asked. I'm still surprised on how nice people can be..

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I've been praying that I will be able to hold a longer attention span during my exam and not feel fatigue. And the outflow of contents and comprehension will come ever so smoothly. And I hate to think that this is the final time I make it or I break it. And I really want to go back to school next year..for good..