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Wednesday, 28 October 2009

HAPPY

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So any turns that i can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

It snows in Denver, currently. And it's cold. And I wonder if it's the same kind of cold as the cold I felt in the early days in Yellowstone or is it the cold that I felt when the winds blew in San Francisco in mid summer. What I know is that it will never be as hot and sweaty as Hollywood.
Three days to departure and I'm still unpacked. Knowing that I'll never have enough clothes for the cold, makes me think that I'll need to do laundry. And somehow, my beloved backpack is still going to travel with me this time around. Like, the last time, I hope you can bear with me!
The H1N1 is looming in the states, and the vaccine is not availabe in here till 2 weeks. I've only got my seasonal flu jab two weeks ago. Meanwhile, I'll try not to breathe too much...
Current state is unexcitement because work is unfinished, readings still undone, have not packed, stipend is not in yet....
And I do hope I get upgraded to business class on the Boeing747.
And have a good time there... nevertheless...

Monday, 12 October 2009

And I realized how much I miss them, especially when we strike a random but great conversation or just playing silly games... even when we're all adults now..
Adrian especially. There was a period of time that I couldn't get through him but only a one word answer for the longest time.
We still stay close though the distance. Till in December, we'll all meet!

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

And I miss being real and free....
You'll never expect that work has lost part of it's significance when you get disorientated when you return to work after a 10-day rigorous vacation. I forgot my usual sequence to change from scrubs and crocs to my normal clothings before I clock out from work today. And I got mixed up with my log-in password and my work email password. I don't seem to miss my colleagues. I'm happy to see that I have to work only half a month in September.
lalalalala...
And on a side note, I'm looking forward to travel again end of next month. Visa just got approved today.
On another side note, I've became extremely busy lately.... and it's not very good..
On a more exciting sidenote, Grey's Anatomy and Brothers and Sisters will be starting their new season next this week!

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Lonely Planet USA & Canada On A Shoestring (Lonely Planet Shoestring Guides)
By Robert Reid, Rebecca Blond, Andrew Dean Nystrom
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